”Show me kindess, show me beauty, show me thruth”... For heaven's sake! I'm suffocating of the truth you lie, I'm suffocating of the smile you mimick, and I've got enough of the false brightness and beauty of this rotten world and its rotten people...I try to be a shiny mirror, but where to look if I can't see a true reflection? I can't become a sunbeam this way...or...do I not have enough strength? If so, give me strength and will and ... useful tips for the use of my own life, because I've lost them somewhere along the way... :(