Time is running, yeah time is running and I can't feel my legs to run with it. I'm sinking in the quicksand of nothingness without the effort to escape. What should I do? I'm always waiting for something or someone, who knows, and skip actions. Without any action, thought or intention, I'm just sitting in the cold, lonely cinema of space and watch my life on the silver screen and analyze all of my past actions without getting to any conclusion and decision. I just watch and analyze, but do nothing, solve nothing, want nothing. I want to live, I really want to live especially when I see others living, but I wonder what keeps me from doing so. Soon I will get enough from all of these frightening self view. Or at least I hope so.